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My biggest fear is not making an impact.
My biggest fear is losing the people that I love.
I biggest fear is being afraid
My biggest fear is ill health. The saying goes your health is your
wealth.
My biggest fear is feeling you on my back. My shoulders raised up
to my ears, as if covering my neck will protect me. It is so dark,
I can hear a strong breathing around me but I cannot see anything.
It is making me feel anxious, I start hitting the air with my arms,
as if to kick you away and suddenly something horribly cold and
humid brushes past my right hand. I jump in fear. I want to scream
but I lost my ability to do so. I want to shrink into a small ball
for you not to find me. I do so, I go down in my hands and knees
and start moving backwards, to where I feel the door is. It is windy
outside, I can hear it… and it makes a rhythm with your breathing.
Reminds me of all those horror movies we used to watch from the
sofa. Now it is my movie. Suddenly I cannot hear you anymore, I
don’t know where you are and that scares me even more! I try
crawl as fast as possible until I hit a wall with my left foot.
Where am I? Did I get it totally wrong? A warm liquid reaches my
hand.. it is spreading all across the floor, I don’t know
what it is!! I move my hand towards my nose to smell it and it is
blood… I wonder if it is mine.. but I feel no pain anywhere.
Whose is it then? Where are you? I want to at least hear you, so
that I can locate you in this dark space... but I can only hear
my own breathing…
My biggest fear is losing you and they.
My biggest fear is running out of time (to do all the things I dream
about doing).
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