Life is now good, all this time after he told me, I'll always feel him but now I'm free.
My heart was broken, I did it myself, it started to bleed, because he gave up and I had to leave.
I can still see my thoughts, nobody's hurt me like this, betrayed in the space of a single kiss.
For a moment I didn't think I'd get over it, all I could feel was wanting to quit.
A hole left gaping, in the middle of my heart, crumbling so badly, falling apart.
Many times I said I don't know what to do now, something deep inside me felt it was dead.

Climbing up and lifting my soul, was the only way in which I could come alive.
It will not die, the spirit inside, I will grow and I will survive.
I had awakened a new sense of freedom and with each day passing, I knew where it came from.
I found out I'm a survivor, it won't get me down, no longer did I walk, carrying that frown.
It seemed so clear, how easy it once appeared, to climb inside, escape real life, deny future love and hide.

And now time has passed and I found myself here today, feeling well having found my way.
I'll never forget, to find a love, a life to share, a friend so kind, true and with a love so rare.
How could I have been so blind, not to realise and see it is there to find.
Waiting around the corner is something great, voices within say don't be afraid to reopen the gate.
For we truly hurt those we know and love the best, but true love will always survive the test.
The past holds many secrets, some better left untold, for to bring them to the present, its bitterness unfolds.

I say to you all, forget the past as you turn away, and wish it farewell, for no longer in the past must your present dwell.

There will always be a place in my heart where someone can go, where rivers run wild and the brightest flowers grow.
Where mountains are high and the ocean deep, where eagles soar and skies run endlessly into the night.

Here I am now, striving to do my best, reaching and clinbing above all the rest.
Up up and away I go, helpful, successful and the best to all that I know.
And once I find that shining star, I'll reach down and pull you up, wherever you are.

Love is the answer, your love is the key, if it is strong and full, then it is the answer you need.
I am a flower and I blow warm through the sky, my open heart is swept away.
A life weighted with hope, but smiling with joy, I will climb any hill and find my field in the sky.
I am the secret of the drifting cloud, a lily born from the tears of eve, like milk falling from distant stars.

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